18th Sunday after Pentecost – Bill Harkins
Proper 20, Year B
The Collect of the Day
Grant us, Lord, not to be anxious about earthly things, but to love things heavenly; and even now, while we are placed among things that are passing away, to hold fast to those that shall endure; through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, forever and ever. Amen.
The Gospel: Mark 9:30-37 Jesus and his disciples passed through Galilee. He did not want anyone to know it; for he was teaching his disciples, saying to them, “The Son of Man is to be betrayed into human hands, and they will kill him, and three days after being killed, he will rise again.” But they did not understand what he was saying and were afraid to ask him. Then they came to Capernaum; and when he was in the house he asked them, “What were you arguing about on the way?” But they were silent, for on the way they had argued with one another who was the greatest. He sat down, called the twelve, and said to them, “Whoever wants to be first must be last of all and servant of all.” Then he took a little child and put it among them; and taking it in his arms, he said to them, “Whoever welcomes one such child in my name welcomes me, and whoever welcomes me welcomes not me but the one who sent me.”
In the Name of the God of Creation, who loves us all…Amen.
Good morning, and welcome to Holy Family on this 18th Sunday after Pentecost. We are so very glad you are here, and if you are visiting with us today a heartfelt and warm Holy Family welcome to you! Today, we hear more predictions from Jesus—the second week in a row—and the Disciples’ responses based on fear. Then, Mark 9:31 reminds us that they disciples remain confused and in denial about the paradigm shifts to which he lovingly, transparently tried to alert them; “He was teaching his disciples, telling them again that he will be delivered into human hands and killed. Again they were afraid to ask him more about this, because they were afraid, and we know by now that fear is a common theme in Mark. And so their arguing among themselves about “Who is greatest” gets two responses from Jesus. The first is that “whoever wants to be first must be least of all and the servant of all.” Servant leadership is pathway to ‘greatness,’ but a greatness they could not fully understand based on their contextual understanding of power, and kingdom, both viewed from the perspective of the Roman Empire. The Kingdom of God as Jesus represented it, turns this understanding of Empire upside down. Instead of striving for the top and being in a position of power, one must seek first to serve. Or, as the rock group The Police said so well, “when you find your servant, there’s your master.”
The second answer is that whoever welcomes one of these children in Jesus’ name welcomes him. It is surprising and somewhat ironic, isn’t it, that in a power struggle in the midst of which the disciples are behaving like children, Jesus unmasks their aspiration to power by putting a real child in among them as a lesson. This is not a romantic, idealized version of children, who, as any parent or grandparent or teacher or childcare worker can tell you can be a handful sometimes! Rather, the child in this story is a representation of “the least of these.” The Kingdom of God assesses and assigns value differently than the human realm. God will receive those who receive the child. This will give access to true power, the power of the one who sent Jesus.” The disciples don’t get it…This is a common theme in Mark, repeated now twice. But out of compassion, it is a failure to understand that does not bring about rebuke from Jesus, at least not here, but deeper teaching in rabbinical role. Jesus does not abandon the Twelve in their ignorance. Eventually it all makes sense, but not until after the resurrection. And just one chapter later, the disciples try to shoo children away. Because it was and continues to be so countercultural – Jesus’ ministry is hard to understand. The Disciples’ continually fear what is going to happen, and in the midst of their fear, they are arguing about who would be greatest. Perhaps they believed that if they achieved “greatness,” then they would also have security. Jesus points to another way of seeking certainty amid ambiguity and change.
In her fine book, Daring Greatly, social researcher Brené Brown tells a story about an experience she had in graduate school that surprised her. Called to a meeting with a professor, she expected to be intimidated and rebuked. Instead, her teacher was an ally. The professor pulled up a chair, sat down beside her, and offered Brené Brown adjustments in a thoughtful and compassionate way. This is shaky ground for a lot of us: moments when our work, our ideas, our deeply held convictions, and our actions are open to feedback. We are in the midst of such a season here at Holy Family. Every semester, for some 30 years as a professor, I was evaluated by my students, and it is a process I both welcomed and found anxiety producing. What if my methodology and pedagogy are found lacking? What if my clinical convictions have proven inaccurate and my doctoral students find this misleading in their clinical work? What if my theological positions have not stood the test of time—and of the classroom, and heaven forbid, what if I am unable or unwilling to change and grow?
This is a place of immense vulnerability. But it’s also the place where we are the most open and receptive. And, it is where we may find growth, and resilience, and a flourishing, growing personhood. If we’re nurtured well, this is how ideas evolve, broken systems detach, and innovation emerges. As one who spent most of my career with seminary and doctoral students, and now with patients, and here among you all, I can say that my most meaningful moments are—well—those “teachable moments” when I saw the light of imagination coming into the eyes of my students, and clients, and those whom I serve for a brief time here…and perhaps, in my own eyes as well. So, let me tell you what I see…
This past week as I attended meetings of our pastoral care, finance, and hospitality committees, and last week a gathering of our vestry and nominating committee, and before that, of a vestry retreat, I was so proud of this parish. On Wednesday evening, at our wonderful Wednesday gathering, I paused by the lakeside and shared with Howell and several nearby the lovely autumnal light, illuminating the far shore, the slowly changing leaves, their reflections in the clear water giving us a bountiful double dose of color… the light of hope and imagination that I see in each of you, working so hard in this time of transition, and the enabling of the priesthood of all believers in this beloved parish, are for me the light of Christ in the world and my reason for doing what I do. The focus is not on the professor, or the priest, but on the light she or he helps illumine along the way. Jesus, in his rabbinical role with the disciples, never sought to be the center of attention. He gave himself away on love. So often our flourishing is a result of someone making a choice to sit beside or even to gently challenge us. That person carries a huge responsibility, and it is a sacred one.
Nearly every day, my friends, we are capable of being that person, with that responsibility. Whether we are offering feedback to a colleague, telling a child it’s bedtime, offering our own vulnerability to another, teaching or mentoring, or gently extending a contrary opinion when two perspectives are in conflict. Grace in disagreement — saying this could be different, and how — is an essential part of the human experience. We evolve through disagreement. Ideas subjected to criticism grow stronger than ideas left unchallenged. It’s not disagreement, but graceful disagreement that makes the world go round. And it is rediscovering that grace that Brené Brown articulates so well in her guidelines for engaged feedback, and that Jesus is suggesting in today’s Gospel. Brown believes that we know we are ready to give feedback when we are ready to sit next to another rather than across from them; when we are willing to put the problem in front of us rather than between us; when we are ready to listen, to ask questions, and accept that we may not fully understand the issue; when we acknowledge what another does well, instead of picking apart mistakes; when we recognize another’s strengths and how they can use them to address challenges; when we can hold another accountable without shaming or blaming; when we are willing to own our part and can genuinely thank another for their efforts rather than criticize them for their failings; when we can model the vulnerability and openness that we expect to see from others. When we do not waste our energy arguing about who it is among us that is the greatest…. Of course a great many teachers already do this, especially teachers of young children. Funny, isn’t it, how Jesus uses the image of a childlike sense of wonder, and of welcoming the child, as a guide to gracious hospitality. The art of guiding and adjusting with compassion is common practice in classrooms around the world. When we grow older, we sometimes forget that offering and hearing feedback can be a place of mutuality and growth. Disharmony and discomfort can be grounds for transformation once grace and compassion are in the mix. What we need now more than ever is the capacity to both hear and speak honestly together. We need to seek not the hollow shells of half-ideas but the fullness of two thoughts, even when — especially if — they are in conflict. It is these antitheses, as Hegel wrote, that produce the most vibrant synthesis. It has been, in many ways, a difficult summer, marked by violence, and racial and religious tension, and deepening cultural and religious polarities the likes of which have not been seen in many years. I sometimes wonder if the art of graceful disagreement has disappeared altogether from the public square. The older I get, the more I value the kind of childlike sense of wonder—a curiosity as opposed to judgment—that Jesus talks about in today’s Gospel text. The Gospel calls us to a place of hospitality, and joy, because joy and compassion amidst hospitality are at the heart of table fellowship. Table fellowship reveals the boundaries of human relationships. Even during times of sadness and anger, we are commanded by God to discover the path of forgiveness for those who perpetrate evil against us. And we are called to recognize our own shadow side, which may blind us to the ways we do not and perhaps cannot listen to our sisters and brothers. We are called to transcend the urge to argue about who is the greatest. We are called to remember that it is often more important to be in right relationship, than to be right. We may even need to be willing to embrace our own failures, our own limited vision, and to let go of old agendas and embrace with wonder the new. Wendell Berry, our American treasure of a poet, essayist, and novelist, said this:
I go by a field where once
I cultivated a few poor crops.
It is now covered with young trees,
for the forest that belongs here
has come back and reclaimed its own.
And I think of all the effort
I have wasted and all the time,
and of how much joy I took
in that failed work and how much
it taught me. For in so failing
I learned something of my place,
something of myself, and now
I welcome back the trees.
Our Baptismal Covenant, dear one’s, calls us to hold onto the vision of a God who is present with us, even in our uncertainty, incredulity, vulnerability, and at times, our anguish at the world around us. This is a God full of mercy and grace, present with those who are lost, abounding in steadfast love, even in the face of uncertainty. Rumi, the Sufi mystic and poet, once said, “Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and right-doing there is a field. I’ll meet you there.” That field, as in the childlike table fellowship to which Jesus invites us, awaits us all when we say “yes” to compassion, and grace—and perhaps especially, grace-full disagreement. And Sometimes we let our fears keep us from trying new things…even if we hear the whispers of the Holy Spirit giving us courage. Now more than ever Holy Family needs risk takers, curiosity seekers, lovers of souls who are among those willing to find the pearl of great price…their own place in the field of dreams that is this beloved parish. Let’s be in this together, shall we?