Second Sunday after Pentecost A – Bill Harkins
Matthew 9:9-13, 18-26
9:9 As Jesus was walking along, he saw a man called Matthew sitting at the tax booth; and he said to him, “Follow me.” And he got up and followed him. 9:10 And as he sat at dinner in the house, many tax collectors and sinners came and were sitting with him and his disciples. 9:11 When the Pharisees saw this, they said to his disciples, “Why does your teacher eat with tax collectors and sinners?” 9:12 But when he heard this, he said, “Those who are well have no need of a physician, but those who are sick. 9:13 Go and learn what this means, ‘I desire mercy, not sacrifice.’ For I have come to call not the righteous but sinners.” 9:18 While he was saying these things to them, suddenly a leader of the synagogue came in and knelt before him, saying, “My daughter has just died; but come and lay your hand on her, and she will live.” 9:19 And Jesus got up and followed him, with his disciples. 9:20 Then suddenly a woman who had been suffering from hemorrhages for twelve years came up behind him and touched the fringe of his cloak,
9:21 for she said to herself, “If I only touch his cloak, I will be made well.”
9:22 Jesus turned, and seeing her he said, “Take heart, daughter; your faith has made you well.” and instantly the woman was made well. 9:23 When Jesus came to the leader’s house and saw the flute players and the crowd making a commotion,
9:24 he said, “Go away; for the girl is not dead but sleeping.” And they laughed at him.
9:25 But when the crowd had been put outside, he went in and took her by the hand, and the girl got up. 9:26 And the report of this spread throughout that district.
In the Name of the God of Creation, who loves us all, Amen. Good morning, and welcome to the Holy Family on this Second Sunday after Pentecost, as we enter the long green season of our liturgical year. In the text for today from Matthew, Jesus has several affirmations about faith, “Follow me…I desire mercy, not sacrifice…your faith has made you well.” In the Hebrew, the word for mercy, or compassion, is “Rachamim,” meaning to do justice and loving-kindness in the service of taking action when bearing witness to suffering. This passage is a theological reflection upon abiding with resilience—on not giving up no matter what—and on learning, by faith, to see what cannot be seen, and in so doing, on being transformed. It is about finding ways, through grace, to flourish in the new normal amidst the seasons and sufferings of our lives. The Holy Spirit, is daily renewing our being, so there is an unseen, life giving renewal, progressing every day.
Several years ago I was with my family in northern New Mexico, which our family has come to love, and we visited the Cathedral Basilica of St. Francis of Assisi, in Santa Fe, site of Willa Cather’s novel Death Comes for the Archbishop. One of my favorite passages in the novel has Archbishop Latour, the main character in the novel, say this:
“Where there is great love there are always miracles…One might almost say that an apparition is human vision corrected by divine love. I do not see you as you really are, Joseph; I see you through my affection for you. The Miracles of the Church seem to me to rest not so much upon faces or voices or healing power coming suddenly near to us from afar off, but upon our perceptions being made finer, so that for a moment our eyes can see and our ears can hear what is there about us always.”
Let’s hold this passage in mind for a few minutes…this possibility that small miracles occur all the time when we see things through the eyes of love, and when we see for the first time what has always been present, and when we can see what previously we could not. I think that’s what parables about healing are all about. And let us wonder together how this might be connected to the Holy Spirit at work in each of us, continually renewing us—making us whole no matter our afflictions—through grace, right here, right now.
The author of this passage from Matthew leans on the resurrection of Jesus to give him, and by extension all of us, abiding hope. After all, it was the resurrection that inspired the first disciples. The resurrection changed everything. It enlivened and emboldened their spirits and their imaginations. It brought them out of despair. And it is the truth of the resurrection into which we live during this season in our church year. It’s where our response to the “now what?” question of the Easter resurrection puts on flesh, in our lives, especially in our actions. As a clinician I have often borne witness to the hopeful possibility of mercy, and forgiveness, and to the belief that we can be broken and yet whole, we can be ill—even terminally ill—and yet fully alive. The psychiatrist Donald Winnicott, one of my clinical heroes, once said “O God, my prayer is that I will be alive when I die.” As Leonard Cohen wrote, “Ring the bells that still can ring…forget your perfect offering…there’s a crack in everything. That’s how the light gets in.” These healing narratives are not just for those who were present on that day, but for us as well, continually widening the circle of care, and love, and gratitude. The point of such sharing is not as much an increase in numbers as it is an increase in thanksgiving. What God wants from us is our “Yes” in response to God’s “Yes” to us in Jesus Christ. The goal is not perfection, which, truth told, is rather boring in human beings. Rather, it is thanksgiving and gratitude. It cannot be forced. It only comes in response to our perceiving that we have received a gift, and we can begin the practice and discipline of developing gratitude, but it will take a while, especially in our culture where we place so much importance on independence and self-sufficiency, and where vulnerability is seen so often as something to be avoided. Matthew is reminding us that we live in a difficult world that often makes us lose heart, and God desires mercy—compassion as loving kindness. Is it worth it? Is any of this worth the effort? Is there really someone out there and in here? Matthew recognizes that in the very consideration of this question, in these very struggles, we are being deepened and renewed. As Paul has said elsewhere, “We do not lose heart.” This is what it means for Christians to be resilient. Ann Lamott has recently written:
I want to hear someone remind me that if I want to have loving feelings, I need to do loving things. I want someone to make me laugh about our shared humanity; I want someone to remind me that laughter is carbonated holiness. I want someone to make me promise them that I’ll say thank you…. I want someone to remind me….that we’re all just walking each other home. I just want to hear that I’m loved and chosen and welcome, no matter what a mess I’ve made of things, or how defective I still feel sometimes. I just want to hear that it will get better, although maybe not tomorrow right after lunch. I want to hear that you and God will never leave me alone.
So, dear ones, our lives have meaning and purpose in God, having been deepened in the revelation of God in Jesus. In this promise, we have the opportunity to see that the meaning of our own existence is not confined to the ageing of our bodies and the vulnerability of our narratives. We discover that we have a home in God, a home not made by human hands, a home that tells us we belong to God, that we are indeed all walking each other home. It is the terrain of the good work of pastoral counseling, and spiritual disciplines, making what is unseen known, understanding that healing may take many forms, and as we say in our prayers, that place in us where all hearts are open, all desires known, and no secrets are hid. Our imaginations are often compromised by the culture we live in and by what we keep secret, and what we are afraid of.
And, indeed, we are called to reach out in a season of loneliness and isolation in our culture. The Harvard Grant Study has tracked lives for eight decades. And the wonderful thing about following these life stories is we learn it’s never too late to cultivate community, to give ourselves away in relationship. There were people who thought they were never going to have good relationships and then found a whole collection of good close friends in their 60s or 70s. There were people who found romance for the first time in their 80s. And so the message that we get from studying these thousands of lives is that it is never too late. Well, our trip to New Mexico a while back was designed, in part, to get me on the trails with my sons and daughters-in-law, all of whom love trail running. What a joy to do this with them all. We spent most of one day in the Jemez Mountains near Los Alamos. As we ran, I recalled a trip to New Mexico several years before. A group of fellow seminary professors gathered in Santa Fe for an intercultural academic conference, where I met the Lieutenant governor of the San Ildefonso Pueblo. He told us that the next day his daughter would be the princess in the parade in Santa Fe on the Catholic Feast Day. He invited us to come. So the next day, beneath a brilliant blue sky, I found myself on the Plaza of St. Francis Cathedral, the oldest church in the country and location for much of Willa Cather’s wonderful novel. The parade was a marvelous mélange of humanity, including Spanish violin groups, various societies paying homage to saints, to Mary Mother of Jesus, and representatives from many of the Pueblos found in the region. I even saw the Indian Princess from San Ildefonso. She was so lovely and so proud to be there. The parade seemed to go on forever, and as I stood on the steps of the Plaza, watching the participants enter the Cathedral, I found myself deeply moved by the richness of God’s creation. I was also acutely aware that in this particular time and place, I was very much in the minority. Indeed, here, I was the stranger–el blanco solo en la acera; I was the “other.” I was the “Anglo”—and a non-Catholic Anglo at that—standing on the periphery, in my own lonely humanness, as the parade passed me by. Soon I could see the end of the parade as it made its way around the corner. The Archbishop, and a host of priests, passed by me, bearing the incense, and the Eucharistic elements. Then another group of musicians—a kind of Mariachi band of old Hispanic men, with deep, leathery skin the reddish brown color of the very earth in the surrounding hills came into view. As they passed by me, one of them paused, and bowed, still playing his violin, and nodding to me, motioned me to enter the procession. His deep brown eyes were smiling, and in a moment of what I can only describe as joyful, grace-filled transcendence, I found myself a part of this glorious dance, suddenly healed, and moving up the stairs into the deep, delightful, sacred mystery of the Cathedral. By the way, some of you may have seen the cracked window on the south end of the building, damage done accidentally in the process of loving and caring for this property. I was reminded of the huge west window at Winchester Cathedral, destroyed during WWII. It was impossible to piece the bible stories depicted in the stained glass back together, so they came up with a special plan. They gathered all the bits of broken glass and made a mosaic. The result was a beautiful window. It doesn’t have images representing stories from the Bible as it once did, but it still tells a story. It tells a story about a war and of people putting broken things back together. And maybe there’s still a spiritual message in it for us. Perhaps it’s a metaphor for life and teaches us that no matter how shattered things seem, they can still be put back together. They might not look like they did before, but they can still be beautiful. My friends, the resurrection tells us that death does not rule, not only when we die, but even more importantly, when we live. As Willa Cather has Archbishop Latour say, miracles of grace are all around us, if we will open our eyes and ears to see and hear. May we, too, join in the Holy procession—the grace-filled resurrection parade into Pentecost, and beyond, with gratitude. And may we not lose heart. Amen.